Man Seeking Woman:   W/o Love There is Nothing@All
Birthdate   31 July 1973 (Leo)
Location   [The] Union [of Earth and Hell], Northern New Jersey
Body Type   Normal (5'11", 135 lb.; flexible, in good shape and built to last.)
Ethnicity   Caucasian (Hungarian and Romanian with a bit of Austrian and Czech)
Religion   Thelemite/Jewish/Aethiest/Agnostic/and whatever else I find wisdom in, but only as far as the wisdom goes.
Other   Doesn't Smoke
Rarely Drinks
Only known kin are billions of "wasted" (but enjoyed) sperm cells whose whereabouts can not known
In No Rush for Children
Student, Artist, Sannyasi
 


Ancient wisdom teachs that knowledge is an illusion. I've "known" many for years, decades, only to find them stangers. Then I'll meet you and look into your eyes and "know" that I have "known" you for centuries. We have no need for facts, merely truths. The heart speaks volumes while the mind utters mere non-sense trying to sound impressive. What would you know of me? That I'm a rich man without money? That I'm free without being independant? That I'm a nocturn that loves the sun? A libertarian and a fascist? An aetheist with many gods? That I'll support both the cause of chaos and order? That I spend every second living and dying? That I live in the crossroads of Heaven and Hell? I spend my life alone in a crowd and with abundant company when on my own? Paradox after paradox it might seem... that's where knowledge gets you. Every one of these statements and so much more is true for I have ever been a paradox without contradiction. Now I seek a key to open a door that isn't locked, to free a bird that has already flown... It's a key I'll never have but never be without... it's such an obvious thing despite it's clever hiding space. These are the things you should know. Or maybe not... maybe you should never know these things... can you bear to know them? Can you live in a universe where these things can be true and still make sense? Perhaps it is better if you know merely my heart, that it is so ready to love when I find a woman ready to accept that love. Perhaps you should merely know my mind, full of patience and understanding, ready to aid you on a spiritual quest even as you aid me on my own. There is so much to know... and it is ultimately so much of nothing. Make of it what you will... These are only so many words and as much as I enjoy words, they are nothing but a means for deception and miscommunication. The heart sounds nothing but a quiet beating and that says it all. Listen to my heart and I shall listen to yours. That is all I ask for, all I want, all I need.

I enjoy making love to wonderful women and occasionally merely having sex with those who are merely beautiful; it is always best when I can combine the two. ;) I also enjoy philosophy, politics, history, psychology, sociology, religion, mythology, and any subject I can sink my teeth into for a good debate. I enjoy being disagreeable, but it should never be taken too seriously nor personally. I enjoy playing games, especially those that can really make you feel involved and/or challenge your mind. I enjoy writing about anything and everything and reading about almost as much. I enjoy drawing designs and occasionally cartoons. I enjoy designing and wearing clothing that looks appropriate to "The Road Warrior" and similar movies. I enjoy a movie or film with a good plot, good casting, and good director. I enjoy a dry, dark, and/or sarcastic sense of humour. I enjoy eating spicy foods and drinking a woman's nectar, preferably from the source. I enjoy travelling: seeing new places and meeting new people. I enjoy doing things I have never done before. I enjoy long walks and long drives. I enjoy various types of music. I enjoy the moon at night and the sun in the day. I enjoy listening to drum circles. I enjoy the company of lunatics and freaks. I enjoy a day in Washington Square, Thompson Square, or Central Park. I enjoy museums of art, history, nature. I enjoy lending my ears to whomever needs them. I enjoy lending advice even to those who will never take it. I enjoy looking at women, especially those with a full figure and a nice face. I enjoy getting lost in my thoughts or lost on the road. I enjoy everything so long as there is something to enjoy and when there is nothing, I can enjoy that too. I enjoy theatre and live performances. I enjoy Life, Love, Liberty, and EnLightenment in whatever degrees I may obtain these unobtainable things. I enjoy sharing my experiences and hearing the experiences of others. I enjoy knowning that those I love and care about are happy. I enjoy making music though I have neither skill nor talent at it. Same will billiards and darts. I enjoy both hearing and telling truth to the point where many would complain "that's too much information". I enjoy hearing lies just to see how ridiculous people can be. I enjoy carving my own path in life. I enjoy knowing that death no longer scares me even though I have no wish to die. I enjoy knowing that I have no idea where tomorrow might take me and I make no effort to find that out. Any suprize which does not kill me makes me happy.



My highest ambition in Life is merely to Love and to be Loved. It is not that I have no other goals, but rather that I perceive all other aspirations as being significantly lower. Without Love, there is... ...Nothing at all.

 
 
Myself
Sex:Male, Heterosexual
Age: 27
Siblings: 1 Other Brother
Looks
Hair Color: Brown
Eye Color:  Hazel
Vision: Corrective Glasses
Physique: Fit
Appearance: Good Looks
Dress: Casual
Described As: Wild
Hat: Never
Favorites & Habits
Favorite Movie Type: Drama, Comedy, Sci-Fi
Favorite Book Type: Science Fiction, Historical Fiction, Philosophy
Favorite Food: Japanese, Thai, Indian
Cook: I Hate To Cook
In Public: I'll Talk to Those Who Are Talking to Me
Party: Whenever I Can, I Love Parties
Out On Town: 2-3 Nights A Week
Jewelry: I Wear Several Items
Favorite Season: Summer
Tattoos: I Have None
News Source: I'm Still Not Caught Up
Be Somewhere: Always Early
Organized: Very Organized
Humor: Is Dry
Dance: Whenever I Hear Music, If I'm in the Mood
Favorite Music: Eclectic
Work & Living
Work Type: Creation/Destruction
Annual Income: Less Than $10,000
Work Hours: Not Working Now
Job Is: I'm Currently Not Working
Education: College/University
Home Type: House
Prefer To Live: In A Big City
Drive: An Economy Car
Travel Experience: Been Overseas Several Times
Pet: Cat
Indoor/Outdoor: Both
Indoor Activity: Writing/Drawing
Outdoor Activity: Camping/Hiking
More
Meet People: Out And About
Date: Anytime You Say
Age Looking For: Who Is Close To My Age
Looking For: To Start A Relationship
Essays
Type of Person Interested In Meeting:
I'm looking for a woman who is creative, intelligent, and independant but not threatened by the possibility of emotional involvement. She should also be warm and nurturing and like to have fun. She should know what she wants and what to do with it. 
Type of Person Not Interested In Meeting:
I'm not interested in meeting a woman who feels the need to hang on to me as if we are attached at the hip. She should not affirm my every action and opinion. She should not repeat my jokes to me. And whatever she does, don't worship me! 
Pet Peeves:
People who pass me on the right. People who worry too much about their weight. People who stand on the dance floor not dancing. People who give or demand too much affirmation. Strange women who tell me to _buy_ them a drink. Lack of originality in art today.
First Date To Be Like, And Where I Might Like To Go:
Perhaps get together early in the afternoon on a weekend.. visit some museums or art gallerys, or a walk through a forest or along a beach, have dinner, catch a movie... Nothing to specific really; nothing requiring formal attire or reservations. 
Description of My Self And My Personality:
Yes -- I am an English major! And No -- I can not describe myself in 255 characters! But to try: artist, scholar, nomad, passionate, sensative, spiritual, creative, analytical, free-spirited, adventurous, long-haired, gothic, hippie, metalhead, punk, me! 
Some Activities I Enjoy Doing In Your Spare Time:
Reading, writing, drawing, painting, sculpting, designing, analysing, breathing, walking, exploring, dancing, watching theatre or film, eating, sleeping, looking at art, socializing-- and of course I enjoy the same pleasures as any virile heterosexual male.
What Type Of Work I Do And Is It Satisfying:
Most of the work I do is writing and drawing. This satisfies my soul but not my wallet because I am not good about being my own agent, so I've hardly even tried to sell anything. For money, I pick up odd jobs now and again, and currently seek "real work". 
What I Would Like To Be Doing Five Years From Now:
Five years from now, I'd like to be traveling the world with a woman I love, not very different from my current desires. Creating something, studying something. Nothing to specific, I usually prefer to let the future take care of itself. 
The First Thing I Notice About Others When I First Meet Them:
I notice their face and whether it carries a pleasant disposition. Especially the smile and the eyes. And how much eye contact they make and how long they hold it. The complexion. How much makeup and how well, badly, or creatively it is. 
One Superhuman Power, What Would I Choose:
So hard to pick only one... I want to say the power to heal, but I'm not so selfless. I want to say the power to transform into an animal, but I'm not so selfish. The power of prophecy? But who would ever care to listen, to believe. Pass. 
Five Of My All-Time Favorite Movies:

It's a Mad, Mad, Mad, Mad World
The Produces
Falling Down
Midnight Run
 12 Monkeys 

If I Were To Have Lunch With Three People, Who Would They Be:
Jon Seidman -- a best friend and a complete maniac Miss Right -- I don't know who she is yet. A second woman -- to keep Jon occupied.  
What Is My Most Embarrassing Moment:
In the 4th grade, Nancy Warnock (to name names) asked me who I liked. Declining to answer, she promised not to tell. As it was she I liked and she promised, I told her. She laughed and told everyone. Thanks for making me the sociopath I am today. 
What Are Some Of My Lifelong Goals:
Life, Love, Liberty, and enLightenment.
What Is The Most Amazing/Interesting Thing That Has Happend To Me:
One of the most amazing things that has happened to me was outside of Leipzig, Germany. I was brought to a club that was filled with many metal objects. At about 8pm we started to bang on these objects. At peak, there were maybe 400 of us. 
Additional Comments:
I have a website at http://www.nowhereatall.net : you will find tons of art, philosophy, fiction, poetry, photographs, and whatever random information I threw up there.  











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